Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I'd come for you..

im addicted to that song right now ><

but yea.. nothing really happened today.. slept allday.. sick x.x but yea.. to make this blogg longer.. lyrics and video? x]

Just one more moment,
Thats all that's needed,
Like wounded soldiers,
In need of healing
Time to be honest
This time I'm bleeding
Please don't dwell on it
'Cause I didn't mean it

I can't believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground,
But it doesnt matter 'cause I made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spent away my souls inside out
Gotta be some way that I can make it up to you now, somehow

By now you know that,
I'd come for you,
No one but you,
Yes I'd come for you,
But only if you told me too,
And I'd fight for you,
I'd lie its true,
Give my life for you,
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded
But now I'm seeing
My mind was closing
Now I'm believing
I finally now just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home
Here and now, this I vow

By now you know that,
I'd come for you,
No one but you,
Yes I'd come for you,
But only if you told me too,
And I'd fight for you,
I'd lie its true,
Give my life for you,
You know I'd always come for you,
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way,
As long as there's still life in me,
No matter what remember you know I'd always come for you

Yes I'd come for you,
No one but you,
Yes I'd come for you,
But only if you told me too,
And I'd fight for you,
I'd lie its true,
Give my life for you,
You know I'd always come for you,

No matter what gets in my way,
As long as theres still life in me,
No matter what remember you know I'd always come for you,
I'd crawl across this world for you,
Do anything you want me to,
No matter what remember you know I'd always come for you,
You know I'd always come for you


Monday, May 25, 2009

Dream catch me when i fall..

ever wish your dreams did actually come true? i do..

but i swear.. i like day dream or something.. and like a few minutes later its like Déjà vu but yea x].. it does actually get quite annoying.. but ohh well.. what can you do.

International day tomorrow.. might not be going.. comming down with something but yea.. if i dont.. at least i wont be sitting for like 2 hours .. but if i dont then ill like miss out on the fun.. depends what my parents think.. ohh well x]

i promised eliam i wouldnt let him turn junkie.. wish me luck with that one x] nah.. hes a good kid.. but yea x]

we were talking today about primary.. man we remembered like alot of people o.o and i realised some things.. and yea x] but it was a very.. intresting day x]

Carl the barstard peged a stick at me.. but i got him back x]

Janel asked JayJay and Carl if they like Jaime.. apparently they do... but yea..

Food tech Jaime got told off and Laura went like.. bright red from laughing..its the closest ive come to seeing people turning purple x]

Food was funny for me and laura.. jaime abosulty hated it..

Parents on PnC does have its small advantages.. home alone for like an hour.. but as soon as theyre home im retreating back to my bedroom..

Dad wants me to watch the movie Always.. like i want to watch it but i dont incase its shit.. so im thinking at like 9 if he puts it on.. if its shit i go to bed at 9.30 and survive in there till i acutally fall asleep x]

I learnt to ask about what your copying x] I copied some line and words from Kayla to find out it was like a mistake.. ohh well x] it looked pretty =]

Formal stuff .. Ilijana and Jaime are starting to stress over it already.. i cant wait for holidays the only crap thing..

All other states are like a week ahead of us.. but.. they start in our second week.. but yea its still crap really.. I cant wait for 2010.. it just seems.. like.. different.. in a way.. idk really.. im just.. over this year.. but yea ill survive x]

nothing really been going on really? x]

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Jvs ganna dress up as an elf :o.

yea talking to my friend rhianne and shes ganna dress up my other friend jv in elf clothes and yea x]

kayla came over!
she sucked at burnout.. but she wasnt so bad at guitar hero.. even got the title the guitar hero superstar of the world

x]

and yea x]

shes having fun times x] but yea x]

was meant to clean my room.. ohh well.. mums happy i washed up and yea x]

Friday, May 22, 2009

I just want to wish you well.

yea song i was listening too..

all better from yesterday.. i had a sleepless night over absolutely nothing x]
well.. thats what it turned out to be anyways x]

WEEKEND!!!
yea ilike weekends x]

dads for once not up at zigzag.. instead at emu planes for my uncles bux night.. cause my uncles like extremely sporty.. hes like organised for him.. my dad.. and hes best friend to go to emu planes and camp for the weekend..

My uncles weddings like next week.. i still have no idea what im like doing for it.. i got a dress.. well.. was moreso forced too.. but yea x].. on wednesday got it like fitted and stuff.. its like.. not green.. but not fully blue.. x] idk how to describe it..

School was normal..but yea x]
umm.. nothings really happened? x]

Thursday, May 21, 2009

weird day o.o

everyones like not themselfs..

siddons was quiet...
elaim was wild and like angry..
richard was energetic..
rhianne was not talking..
katt was hyper..

and we were all just.. weird i think..

im ganan laugh if kayla fails after using her lucky pen.. i guess it wouldnt be so lucky then?

but yea.. just.. thinking baout stuff... sorting out things.. trying to figure out who i am.. just stuff x] and yea x]

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Went to joannas today and saw indie short for indianna x]

shes so cute! shes like only 6 months old x]

umm nothing really happening.. history half yearly tomorrow..

dads going to kangaroo island this weekend for uncle joes bux night.. kannowing sounds fun? x]

and yea i cant spell =]

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Frisbee Pie Plate Day

yeap its a holiday x]


not much hapened today..

watched deffinatly maybe and rush hour 2 x]

besides that.. done nothign really..

but yea x]

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Last night/this morning .. was good x]

then i went to bed and woke up at like 11.. rang mum at work.. she was busy x]

dad came home after that.. we watched the eye.
it isnt so much scary.. its just very suspenseful.. well kinda but yea x]

fought over richard as too whos going to rule the world .. i recon i will but yea x]

umm.. talked with my friend in the uk.. and yea x]

done stuff? x]

not really but yea x].

Friday, May 15, 2009

Cross Country.. and venting..

toady was the school cross country x] and i didnt go ;D x]
mum crashed her car yesterday x].. still drivable.. just.. her mirrors lke distroyed and stuff..

It feels like dad doesnt want to be around me and mum anymore.. hes always up at zigzag or away.. Mum said he treats malcolm and stefan like kids and theyre like 25 and 27 or something.. I heard mum talkinga bout it and i asked her about it.. and she said he was disspointed malcolm had to go or something when he invited him out to dinner.. whilst were down here and im underage or something.. but yea.. it feels like our families slowly falling apart.. one step at a time..

I talked to janel today about like birthdays and stuff.. she said her parents dont trust her with a party x]. But it got me thinking about my birthday and stuff.. last year i was home alone for it.. like i know my dad was overseas nd mum just had to go.. it just feels like theyre already treating me like an adult and i cant even drive yet..

I just feel like dads aging me way to fast and babying stefan and malcolm.. but yea idk what im really trying to say.. im just.. venting x]

but yea..

i found some photos of like stuff and yea.. x]






Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Happy Birthday Lena and Stevie Wonder

Yea x]

umm today i didnt go to school ;D

watched made of honnor.. my mum like deafend me x.x
umm.. read.. slept.. and yea x]

had some weird dreams o.o

but yea not much happened? x]

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

National Nurses Day

Yea havent blogged recently x]

Got a letter from my friend little sarah.. i havent spoken to her in AGES! yea long story about how she got little sarah x] i was looking at photos the other day and i saw her and beau and i was like i should write them a letter .. but i lost theyre address x] but yea x]

Mothers day.. i wasnt ganna get my mum anythng.. she didnt ask for anything.. then dad rang and asked what did i get her.. i said nothing.. so he picked up some flowers and chocolate on the way home x].

Monday i forgot Eliam had come back x] and i was like.. o.o then i remembered and yea x]

Today we realised that like 90% of our school are junkies x] but like the groups back together x]. well kinda.. x]

yea idk what else to write.. but yea x]

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Kayla: Your doors broken.

ROFL that made me laugh so much.. the last time i laughed like that was probobly in yr 7 when iwent purple x]..

Kayla: Bye Sarah -opens door.
door handle falls off.
Kayla: O.O IM SORRY!
Me: Starts laughing.
Kayla: Starts laughing.
For the next like 10 mins.. just laughing.
Kayla: im going to go now.
Me: Just continues laughing.. my laugh turns into some weird noise.
Me and kayla start laughing.
5mins later she finally has calmed down enough to walk down the stairs x]

LMAO that made me laugh so much.. and kaylas face was just like horrified x]..

But WE FIXED IT!!

Kayla came over today.. we played guitar hero and had pizza for lunch x]

god that was good x]

went to canberra yesterday..
the bus ride home was the best.. everyone just like got togethr and it was all good

getting photos from janel later =]

and yea x]

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Happy Birthday Johannes Brahms

yea some dude that like wrote/composed/idk what its called classical music..

for some reason i feel like im about to fall.. like out of the sky or something o.o

today at lunch was funny x]

QLD has done something to eliam o.o he was like so weird.. but yea he went on about something that siddons hates.. im like OHH YEA i remember that.. and then shes like do you want me to tell a certain someone of the note from last year that you never gave? she dont know i told him but yea x] and im like .. what note? and then laura goes

i think im thinking i think.

laura has so many words she says differently x] but hey we all do x].

Stephanie and Dean came up to us today while janel was at the canteen asking what we thought of kayla.. something about like purity or something? o.o but yea.. i told them what i thought.. which really is.. i have no opinion on it.. what kayla did is between them, i wasnt even there.. i dont know the other half of the story and yea x]

i wouldnt mind getting a super annuation.. we were talking about it at the workshop thing we did today.. i recon it wouldnt be such a bad idea. but yea x]

Carl was bloody funny x].. he was about to say something like to the table.. and all that comes out is like a squeak.. idk how to spell x].. but yea.. you know the like really high pitched voice ? idk how to really describe it.. but me and Brad just started laughing our heads off and Carl joined in x].. the rest of the table were like.. wtf are they laughing at.. but yea it was funny x]

Stefan wants the group back together.. i do too.. its just.. not the same x.x i hate the seperation.. Eliam and Laura agree i think? idk but yea .. its just not the same.. i hope it goes back to normal soon.. it would be good =] but yea .. time will only tell x]

Canberra tomorrow..

have to get up at like 4 or 4.30 latest.. cause i take ages to wake up and then get ready and yea x.x

Picking up Kayla and Jaime on the way.. so that should be good x]

at least there like.. 4 mins from me and then the schools like 9 mins from them.. well probobly leave my house at like 6.10 or sometthing x]
but yea x]

idk what else is going on lately? x]

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

am i the only one freezing? x.x

but i found something in my english book x] from like.. ages and ages ago that i like wrote.. but idk how it ended up in my english book o.o

but yea x] it made me smile x]

tomorrow we have this workshop thing like all day

and then friday were up at canberra x]

i just hae no idea how im ganna be like ready by like 6 to leave here like 6.15 o.o but yea x]

so ill probobly get up at like 5? 4.30? something like that? so pretty much between tomorrow and friday ill have like 3 hours sleep x]

yea jaime didnt believe me when i said i was going to the club so i took photos x]

of the mothers day decorations.. and a sign x]
but yea x]

my mums like
Ill get in one! and yea x.x

idk what was on with her.. she hates photos x]

but yea x]

umm idk what else to write but yea x]

Happy Birthday Orson Welles

yea apparently hes the dude that created the like original radio play thing for war of the worlds.. or something like that anyways x].

Today Eliam came back x]. Man ive missed that dude. Besides that school was alrite.. i guess x]. Went home early.. had to go to bankstown sports club for mothers day for my grandma and yea x]. she won $7 on a lottery ticket x]

on the way home my mum was in a real arguing mood o.o

so like as soon as i got home i decided to take the dog for a walk.. when i got back.. mum was still weird so i read a random book x] and yea

right now im like stuffed but yea o.o

x]

Monday, May 4, 2009

Long Necks Are Beautiful Day

today.. i recon things are going to get a whole lot better..
dont ask why.. but i just recon they are..

today i was sick x.x so i stayed home x.x

dad came back from zigzag..

so that was good x]

i hurt my finger and its killing me right now but ill survive x]

and yea

thats all ? x]

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Lmao kayla cooked and didnt distroy her kitchen =] wd x]

umm today.. i did a pile of washing.. like 4 loads x.x

at least its all done for now.. until dad gets back from zigzag ><

gotta clean my room..

I want this quilt cover.. i swear

I WANT IT D: x]

ill eventually get it x] hopefully><

umm bruce distroyed the house.. again.. but yea x]

nothings really happened.. talked to janel x] we were going around talking about how we think the group would do if they were pm.. jaime would ban sport x]

and yea.. thats about it x]

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Happy Birthday Mitch and Microsoft.com

lol yea mitch is old now x] and yea microsoft has a birthday o.o

umm today

i didnt really do anything

i cooked
muffins
and
made chcooalte spiders x]

thas about it o.o

Friday, May 1, 2009

Today.. we had my food teacher for history.. laura jaime and me walked in and were like >< uhh.. and then yea x]..

he was a whole lot sweeter than he normally is..

Dads gone..

Its cold ><

ligard gave me a tshirt today to give to dad to return to the teachers credit union o.o.. its like.. she was excited.. or something o.o.. cause everytime id see her.. shed be like 6th period !! and yea ><

food wasnt really funny today.. janel and stefan were very.. causious cause like our food teacher scared them.. and yea x]

Theres this quilt cover i want from domayne <3 .. mum could be buying it for me.. but yea x] i want it x] if i dnt get it ill ask for it for my birtday x]

kayla.. stefan.. and the boys all attacked my.. was ganna be health book x].. im not using it now x].. but it was good x].. they like fully labeled the map.. swine flu and all x].. then drew sheep at it o.o

KAYLA DID MY DOT-TO-DOTS !! i was looking forward too it lmao x] cause the book has an activity page at like the end of it x] but yea x]..

i took my comp book home.. ganna do it now to like have a bludge in school cause i hate doing them there x].. and i got told off last term for not doing it.. stupid teacher.. i think i prefered harris.. she didnt do anything.. but she didnt expect anything done.. and yea

in geography i found a sheet with jap stuff on it x].. that kayla had drawn x]..

recess jaime janel and jonoson were teasing laura with her pronounciation x].. azzhole x]

Mum goes out for dinner tonight.. without me ]; but yea x] its with work.. theyre bitchings funny x]

maths me and janel and a little bit of jaime wrote those stories i use to do last year x]..

jonoson jayjay and carl got into a 3sum.. and then janel joined in asking for a ruler x].. oh and ilijana asked mankoo where does he want it x]

but yea thats about all thats hall i can remmeber from x]