Forgetfull mind >_<

and to get my post count up ;)

i plan to be going to that airport and flying.. sometime after year 12 x] idk when though.. when i have enough money i guess x]

Far away - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

You know.. I love you.. i have loved you all along..

and i miss you.. been far away for far too long, i keep dreaming youll be with me and youll never go (8)

Yes.. well.. Yesterday.. i discovered my Aunt Linda and i have similar music tastes.. Picked them up from the airport.. and i started playing random songs.. mainly nickelback.. me and her.. probably cracked my dads car windows.. but hey x]

They came back from Tonga and stuff.. On the way to their house from the airport we went the "scenic" way..

Apparently Tonga doesnt have potatos.. so my Uncles like Les, stop at Macca's Linda needs some chips.. x] true aussie food they called it.. though i dont see whats so special about it x]

When we got to theyre place.. they have the best view (L)_(L) cause theyre like fairly high up x] and yea x].. They showed us the photos from their honeymoon x]
They look hilarious in diving gear x] but yea x].. they also went whale watching.. the whales were so cute x] and then we went home x]

Today.. well.. a mothn.. didnt feel that long.. but once i got to school.. i realised how much i missed everyone x] theyre like my second family.. even if we argue and fight fairly often x]

Maths was absolute crap.. all the teacher did was teach and its like.. we just gt back from holidays dude! but we didnt listen to him.. as we never do x]
The rest were just bludges x]

Walked home with Jaime x].. she said i had to try this pide thing x] .. Janel Laura and Eliam were with us at the time.. and Jaime goes to Janel.. how do you say it? Is it P-iii-d? (cause in geography we were like its like how its spelt.. pid.. like bid but with a p x] and kaylas like No its Pide and yea) and Janels like no its P-ii-d-e and anyway Jaimes like.. can you buy it? i dont want to sound stupid x] So they went up together. Janel ended up being right..

We said goodbye to Janel and Laura and Us 3 kept walking for a little bit.. then its lke a fork but we can still talk for a little bit.. and Janel tooted at us in the car.. and We shouted out to Eliam STRANGER DANGER! and he wa slike.. what do you want me to do?! and were like CALL 911! and yea x]

The rest of the way it was just me and Jaime catching up.. cause we havent done it in forever >_<.. I dont know what it is.. wether it was the month.. or just.. a new feeling.. but im.. back to the way i was last year.. at least.. i feel it x]

My Dads doing casual teaching.. i wished him luck x].. Hes first job was today and Canlivale.. The school he first taught at.. im like.. goodluck.. and hes like i wont need it.. apparently hes going to tell us all about it when he gets home.. But hes put his name down at schools around the area.. Including Casula :/ But hey.. if he teachers there.. no1. i dont know him.. and no2. I can get money from him ;D

Now just random photos of today and yesterday x] The two above the night one are from the front of my house.. just.. like.. past next doors house too? x]

This week..

has been.. eventful.. but.. different.. idk.. just.. a good week i guess x]

Monday i did nothing.. i think i stayed up till 3am that day cause Roxie wouldnt let me go to sleep >_<

Tuesday i went to Imax with my parents and Saw Harry potter and the Half Blood Prince. On the way we had Thai for dinner at a place called sugar and spice x]
my parents were scaring me that day.. they were so.. like i couldnt do anything wrong if i tried o.o Mum made me take alot of photos of the city o.o so here some are?









Wednesday i went to Dumeresq Street with Emma.. we saw Transformers.. it was mad x]

Thursday i went to Dumeresq again with My dad.. cause we were going to see harry potter.. again.. cause he fell asleep at imax.. it was sold out x]

Friday i woke up at like 7.. and me and my dad went to Dumeresq and saw Harry potter x]
While we were there we saw my.. Aunts? i tihnk.. idk somehow now related to me and theyre kids x] One was seeing Hannah Montanna.. the other.. Ice age 3 x]
and yea x]
Then we went to Sams wearhouse and then yea x]

Id come for you [8]

Someday.. well be there.. it just takes the waiting game which sucks.. Though.. without waiting you dont fully treasure what you have though i doubt i could do that..

constantly on my mind.. in my dreams.. even on things that dont matter.. its.. weird.. but i wouldnt have it any other way really..

i just want to be 18 right at this very moment.. im often scared of growing older but other times ijust want to get there now.. hmm

doesnt make sense to anyone but me.. and possibly 1 other.. though i have no idea x]

Hmm..

havent blogged in quiet a while.. kayla pointed that out >_<
hmm.. seem to be getting better =]
i was going to go to the movies with emma on monday.. and then threw up.. and then was like screw it and went with her.. we went to demeriqu.. cheap tickets.. for transformers to be sold out.. so i was like great. and we went home x] i have to catch up with her someday..

Been at home all of the last days.. feeling better today.. started playing the keyboard.. i had a sudden urge.. i suck at it but hey.. i still remember the its a small world song and like how to play it x].. I swear it feels like someones walking around the house right now >_<.. but yea x] I want to play the flute again.. but mums like hidden it somewhere and god knows where that is..

Mums already gone birthday shopping for me :/ she spends so much money when the only thing.. the one thing i want more than anything.. is the one thing she cant get for me.. I hope my nan doesnt buy me a condom for my birthday :/.. i remember when i was 12 my cousin Emma turning 16.. running around like crazy saying i can legally have sex.. nan even bought me a condom.. want to see?

Ive been thinking so much lately.. maybe its because im cooped up in the house.. i have no idea.. just when im 18.. im doing something.. i know that forsure.. no matter what else happens..

Do you ever get that way when you want to move forward but your scared too? like.. i want to just be older already.. but im scared of growing up.. its just.. weird..


wow its taking me ages to write this thing and i havent even written that much.. i guess its the coughing fits and such..

Dads away at zigzag.. again.. and mums at work ;o

Lifehouse has some good songs.. Youre all i want.. and you and me.. im addicted to right now..

My aunt and uncle are in Fiji for theyre honeymoon.. finally going on it x] they just wanted to wait for the holidays for adain james and katylin so thy could go too..

Almost done.. longer than i thought it would be..

and ill post more tomrrow? maybe >_>

Weird..

im feeling really.. not myself o.o
i think its this flu..
but yea x] on the mend.. just absolutly exhausted.. but itll get better x]

Long time..

since i last blogged..
i stayed at home all week.. too sick.. besides the docotrs advice..
tuesday night/ wednesday morning was spent at the hospital
i was extremly dehydrated and had extremly bad flu symptoms..

got doctors certificate for assignments and stuff i didnt hand in..

i found out ebuddy doesnt cost as much as ninemsn website on my phone so thats good..

yea not much been happening? x]