..

Sometimes i wonder why i bother sometimes.. i feel like im treated like crap but yet im confided in when they need things.. it just drives me insaine.. it just feels like.. say were sharing chocolate.. at first well break it in half.. even even.. now.. it feels like.. they have one block i have one block i give all of mine and then they take all of it.. its just.. anot even thing?

but yea thats my major rant for todaay x]

its kinda thundering outside.. not so much raining just like a little bit of lightening and every so often a rumble of thunder.. i hope we have a blackout for tomrrow for school.. that would be the best.. and if it was dark so we couldnt really see.. ohh man i hope that happens x] i dont think in all my years of high school theres been a thunderstorm which caused a blackout.. one can only dream?
x]

school today.. it got to me.. it just got to me.. and i cant deal with it so i come here and pile out all my anger.. its normally my mum that gets it but hey x]

we took bruce for a walk yesterday after my post.. on a pink lead .. with my dad walking him ;] they looked stylish.. x] there were some old people at the park we walked too.. they were looking at my dad and bruce like.. that not right.. and then they saw me.. i guess they guessed i picked it out.. x] which i did =] it was the longest one there too so dad was happy x]

anyway after the park we decided to walk up a lane way and then walk that block and then go home.. well we got about half way and then it started lightening and thundering.. so im like to dad.. i think we should go home.. get bruce out of the rain (wed just put front line on him). so we were hurrying the rest of the block and dad forgot to look to see if these guard dogs were around.. (on another walk they bit hi nose..) and we walked right past.. bruces fur rose.. the dogs were trying to get at him.. they were ready to go.. and as dad pulled bruce away and we walked.. bruce started limping. i asked dad if the dogs did that.. he said possibly... we got home and like i got dad to check his paw.. and what had happened was that when the people had cliped him earlier that day (thats why i went home early to get bruce washed) they had cliped his nail too short.. so it was tender.. and then with the jumping up and down at the dogs bruces paw turnd to saw.. so now when he walks he limps.. i just hope its not much longer.. hes fairly slow now x]
but yea x]

that was my major excitment of yesterday..

today.. mums at work.. dads at teachers credit union and im home alone.. i just hope i have a powerout.. just for the fun of it x]

and thne it lasts till tomorrow 3oclock ;D

and then it all works >;]
unless school gets canceld even tohugh i doubt it would.. and it doesnt work tiill like 10.. when its like too late to call all the parents and stuff..

next week.. next week..
monday- excurison
tuesday- assignment due
wednesday- my mums birthday
thursday- excursion
friday- nothing.. yet. x]

but yeathats it for now.. have fun (Y)

feel much better after my rant too x]